Transfer 9 Week 4

Hello! I am here to tell you of a miracle!!!! Are you ready? It truly is amazing! Once you read about it you might not believe it. But I know that the following are true events as I have seen them. I give you my witness that Miracles happen every day and that we worship a God of miracles! Miracle 1: So last week there were some werewolf's that came out to play and this week was recovering from them. I have the best companions ever. They are so great in helping me to become better and in reaching my potential. I love them so much. Taualii and I are pretty much a like. It's really odd how similar some of our traits are. I have had companions where we have a lot of things in common but never so many as with Taualii. She loves softball, she loves sports so much. She also loves shoes, handbags and going to spas. She is so thoughtful and constantly concerned for other people. She and I saw the same things all the time....like, uncommon things to say. For example. We were on exchanges... It was T, and I and a Sis. Crosgrove. While T was in the restroom I told Crosgrove that if I never got married here, when I get up to heaven me and Abinadai would tie the knot if he was okay with it. When we were in the car, ten minutes later, T said if I die and I'm not married I think Captain Moroni and I will tie the knot. Yeah. I was cracking up. Crosgrove thought it was oddly hilarious. But things like that happen all the time with T and I. Sis. Slater carries such an amazingly humble spirit. She is a pure vessel and beacon of light. She teaches me daily of the Saviors love because she carries it with her constantly. She is also hilarious and so prepared for such a young missionary. We all get along famously. I am telling you all this because my companions have been a miracle in my life and i love them dearly. Miracle 2: We had some very awesome, very spirit filled days. We were able to see changes in our investigators and we have been so excited about that. Every change, no matter how small, is a miracle. Miracle 3: So I think I may have mentioned Skeeter before. He is a boss. He really is one of my favorite people. He is such a spunky old man. He is 66 and pretty much on his last leg because of health issues. He is trying to quit smoking and if he doesn't then his doctors have told him that he wont be around much longer. He has been trying and trying and we have been praying and praying. We pretty much have explored every option with him. He tried patches, the electronic cigarette, the little program that we usually do with people and nothing was sticking. He said he prayed to have God remove the desire. We also have been having issues to get him to read. We were over there one day and have the brilliant thought of Word Searches. He pretty much does word searches all day errday! So we figured we would make him a word search. We made a fill in the blank page where he had to go to the scriptures to find the words. Then the words that he found were the ones in the word search. We gave it to him and he was hooked. He kept saying I'll have it done before you come back (we go over every day) and he also said, 'i wan't lots more of these." We went over the next day to see how he was doing and he hadn't smoked. At all. He hadn't put on the patch or used the electronic cigarette because he said he was too busy working on our puzzle we gave him. He filled out all the blanks which meant he had been reading the scriptures! We were so excited about it! We have been making these word searches for a few days now and we are so excited to give him more because it seems to be effective! We are so happy and thankful that God works in mysterious ways! We have loved seeing the change in Skeeter as he feels the spirit more and more each day. He is so amazing and I am so looking forward to him getting baptized this month! I love you all!

Transfer 9 Week 3

I'm just warning you. This is a longer letter. I love my mission!!! I love it so incredibly much! I was talking with a sister during exchanges and she asked if I had ever thought where my life would have been if I did not come on a mission. I had sorta but not really connecting all the dots. As I thought about that question I realized that Without the atonement I would be nothing and without my mission I would not know the atonement, therefore I would be nothing. I needed this in my life. The learning experiences we have everyday are priceless. I've learned a lot about the gospel and also about myself and my relationship with God and Christ. I've also learned about people and how to interact with them. I realized the other day that I'm stronger than I give myself credit for but I also know that I can't ever stop weightlifting (aka reading the scrips, coming to church and basically doing all that God has asked) because I'm not strong enough. I love learning. I love love love love learning and reading the scriptures. The other day I was reading in 1 Nephi 13 and I got to verse 15 and in the end of it, it says "and I beheld that they were white, and exceedingly fair and beautiful, like unto my people before they were slain." This phrase stood out to me because about a week ago I may or may not have used a scripture in 3 Nephi that talks about being white like Jesus and before I explained countenance all the way I asked somebody how they would feel to be white and sounded completely racist. My companions found it to be hilarious. I've repented and I now know how to explain scriptures without being racist. Anyway, I decided to look into this a little further and looked up scriptures with the word 'white' in them. There were verses that talked about white skin, about becoming white through the blood of Christ, there were verses that talked about how their skin was dark and very much not white. It got me thinking about how we can become clean as we seek Christ. He can purify and clean our lives even the things that we feel are permanent. It talked about how skin color changes. Skin color is kinda a permanent thing but as we come to Christ we can be changed, it is sometimes us who limits what he does in our lives. Then it also talks about how the Brother of Jared had white stones and brought them to the Lord. As we purify ourselves and become 'white', or clean and pure, we can then be filled with light, we can be those vessels for the Savior. Then I learned a lot about light. I love the scriptures!!!! And I also feel like people should send me what they learn from studies or write it on my Facebook wall. That would be awesome and you could do it when you think about it! So About new years. That is the day in our mission that we get to watch a movie. We as a zone chose to watch Despicable Me 2. Let me just say, it was eye opening to me! It was so weird to watch a movie. I kept asking myself, 'Self, is this really what I did before?' I know that I used to be a quot-er up the wazoo and that is what I found a lot of humor in. When i talked to you all on Christmas I realized that I was only funny to myself and other missionaries because no one laughed at me and I thought I was being hilarious. Sad day. After the movie we played around at playing softball with some young women and the other Sisters. It was a lot of fun. Taualii is super good at Softball. Don't tell her I'm telling you this but she was able to play in the World Series. She's cool. So she taught me how to get grounders. Awesome. Then we went and played dodge ball with the elders. It was ridiculous because they bought really stupid balls that were all filled of air and super light. And it was fun though. We also played some Resurrection Lightning/Speed/Knock out. That is where when the person who got you out gets out, you get to go back in. Super fun. Loved it lots but I realized that I am super out of shape. The next day I was so sore. Like really. So sore! I couldn't move! I could but at the cost of much pain! I was moving like a zombie! I don't remember ever having so much pain in my calves! Standing was a chore as was walking! I did chores all day because we walked all day!!!! The other big thing from this week was exchanges. So I've been released as the sister who does the exchanges and now I get to be exchanged with. It's really nice. Super funny though, the sister who does exchanges with us is one of the sisters that I did exchanges with before and I told her that one day she would be in this position. She didn't believe me. I really love her and I learned a lot from spending the day together. The main thing that sticks out to me is learning and having a meaningful day. That night I asked her what to pray for and she said that we would have a meaningful day, and right before we went back to our companions she asked me what to pray for and that is what I said to her. She is one who surrounds herself with meaning, things of value and I loved that. Also, a note on goals. In our mission, President has really been pushing for 'expert planning'. He has been trying to get us to Have a vision, set goals according to our vision and then plan how to accomplish our goals. So my Question to all of you is....What is your vision for this new year? And I also wanted to share my talk I gave in Sacrament meeting last week with you. I wrote it down after I gave it so this is roughly what it was like. In Sacrament meeting this is about how my talk went. Good afternoon brothers and sisters. I am so excited that I get to speak to you after my companions. Earlier when we were preparing for our talks, Sis. Slater had said "Ok, this is how it's going to work, I will speak for 5 minutes, Taualii will speak for 7 and Adair you will speak for 25. Sound good?" I thought they were kidding. No, I really am happy to speak after them and their wonderful words about the savior and inviting Him more fully into our lives. I am also happy that we sang Count Your Blessings right before I got up to speak because it invites us to count our blessings on an individual basis. The Savior always looks out for 'the one.' He is always seeking after 'the one' and 'the one' means so much to him. In that way I'd like to start my talk as Elder Packer once did. He began by saying "I asked the church records department to tell me how many college age youth we have in the church. They responded "1,974,001" 'Good' I thought, 'I will speak to the one." That is my wish as well, to speak to the one. It's also much less intimidating that way. I pray that I will be led in my words and that they will find the one. Today I wanted to speak on my favorite subject which is Jesus Christ. More specifically I wanted to speak about how we can come to know him. Coming to know the Savior is important because when we do that we can better understand the Atonement and when we understand the Atonement we can better use it in our lives. As Elder Packer once stated in a different address, "Our Salvation depends on believing in and accepting the atonement." My favorite sport is rock climbing and I wanted to use it as a way to illustrate how we can come to better know the Savior. My brother and I would go rock climbing pretty much every weekend. We would wake up early and gather our equipment. We made sure that we had the rope, harnesses, caribeeners and belay devices that we would need. Then we would hike up the canyon, get to our desired climb for the day and set up. It was typical for us to climb for 4-5 hours. Inevitably the next day I would be so sore. I would be moving like a zombie and my little sister thought it was hilarious to poke my arm then run away because I was in so much pain and couldn't even chase her. This happened pretty much every week. In Rock Climbing we need tools such as a rope, a harness, a belay device and carabeeners. In our lives we have also been given tools. We have prayer, scripture study, temple attendance, taking the sacrament, going to the temple and serving others. Yet all of these tools would be for nothing without the physical application and actually climbing. This is what I wish to focus on today, the physical application. As we climb we will get sore. In life, as we climb we will feel pain, sorrow, grief, discomfort, loneliness and a plethora of other challenges and struggles. I have often heard the question asked of 'Why do we need to suffer?' and I have also asked this question in my life. I found an answer in a talk given by Elder Jeffery R. Holland in an address to missionaries. He said: "Anyone who does any kind of missionary work will have occasion to ask, Why is this so hard? Why doesn't it go better? Why can’t our success be more rapid? Why aren't there more people joining the Church? It is the truth. We believe in angels. We trust in miracles. Why don’t people just flock to the font? Why isn't the only risk in missionary work that of pneumonia from being soaking wet all day and all night in the baptismal font? You will have occasion to ask those questions. I have thought about this a great deal. I offer this as my personal feeling. I am convinced that missionary work is not easy because salvation is not a cheap experience. Salvation never was easy. We are The Church of Jesus Christ, this is the truth, and He is our Great Eternal Head. How could we believe it would be easy for us when it was never, ever easy for Him? It seems to me that missionaries and mission leaders have to spend at least a few moments in Gethsemane. Missionaries and mission leaders have to take at least a step or two toward the summit of Calvary. Now, please don’t misunderstand. I’m not talking about anything anywhere near what Christ experienced. That would be presumptuous and sacrilegious. But I believe that missionaries and investigators, to come to the truth, to come to salvation, to know something of this price that has been paid, will have to pay a token of that same price. For that reason I don’t believe missionary work has ever been easy, nor that conversion is, nor that retention is, nor that continued faithfulness is. I believe it is supposed to require some effort, something from the depths of our soul. If He could come forward in the night, kneel down, fall on His face, bleed from every pore, and cry, “Abba, Father (Papa), if this cup can pass, let it pass then little wonder that salvation is not a whimsical or easy thing for us. If you wonder if there isn't an easier way, you should remember you are not the first one to ask that. Someone a lot greater and a lot grander asked a long time ago if there wasn't an easier way. The Atonement will carry the missionaries perhaps even more importantly than it will carry the investigators. When you struggle, when you are rejected, when you are spit upon and cast out and made a hiss and a byword, you are standing with the best life this world has ever known, the only pure and perfect life ever lived. You have reason to stand tall and be grateful that the Living Son of the Living God knows all about your sorrows and afflictions. The only way to salvation is through Gethsemane and on to Calvary. The only way to eternity is through Him—the Way, the Truth, and the Life." I know that struggling is part of life and that as we continue to climb, feeling sore will come but we need to climb. We have been given a way to return to live with our Father in heaven again and this is by climbing through our lives. As we climb we will come closer to our Savior and he will strengthen us. Our endurance will increase and we will be able to handle and do more. We will also continue to come to harder and and harder climbs. As we go through these struggles in our lives we can more clearly than before know our savior better. Elder Kent F. Richards of the 70 also asked the question of why do we struggle. He was in the hospital and he had just read in Alma 7:11-12. "11.And he shall go forth, suffering pains and afflictions and temptations of every kind; and this that the word might be fulfilled which saith he will take upon him the pains and the sicknesses of his people. 12.And he will take upon him death, that he may loose the bands of death which bind his people; and he will take upon him their infirmities, that his bowels may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to succor his people according to their infirmities." He says of his experiences as he lay and ponder this passage. "Late one night lying in a hospital bed, this time as a patient and not as a physician, I read those verses over and over again. I pondered: “How is it done? For whom? What is required to qualify? Is it like forgiveness of sin? Do we have to earn His love and help?” As I pondered, I came to understand that during His mortal life Christ chose to experience pains and afflictions in order to understand us. Perhaps we also need to experience the depths of mortality in order to understand Him and our eternal purposes." As I reflected on these two quotes, my mind was drawn to a time in a my life where I felt darkness and a lack of hope. It seemed to stretch on before me forever as if it would never end. I used the tools that I'd been given and it didn't seem to be helping. I was explaining this to a friend and she pointed me in this direction, that sometimes we struggle so that we can have a greater appreciation and love for the Savior. As we come to the Savior we can lift ourselves out of the mire. With his divine help we can make it out of the fog of our trials. As Elder E. Patrick Kearon of 70 says: " We can’t see clearly, we feel confused, and we sense that we have moved ourselves away from the light and warmth of our Heavenly Father’s love. We forget that the pure light of the Lord awaits us, beckons us, and is only a few steps of faith away. We must recognize that we have the power and capacity to take ourselves out of the filthy air of the valley and into the bright sunlight of the peace and hope that is found only by coming to the Savior." As we strengthen our relationship with him, we allow him into our lives more. As we make him our foundation we can not be shaken. In the book of Mormon, in the book of Helamen, the Prophet Helamen is giving council to his sons and teaching them to rely in and on Christ. He says in Hel 5:12 "And now, my sons, remember, remember that it is upon the rock of our Redeemer, who is Christ, the Son of God, that ye must build your foundation; that when the devil shall send forth his mighty winds, yea, his shafts in the whirlwind, yea, when all his hail and his mighty storm shall beat upon you, it shall have no power over you to drag you down to the gulf of misery and endless wo, because of the rock upon which ye are built, which is a sure foundation, a foundation whereon if men build they cannot fall." I am so grateful for the Savior in my life and the ways that I've been able to come to know him better. He truly has been my foundation and my rock. I know that I can rely on Him and in His Atonement. It is this great message that we carry. As we rely in our Savior our lives are truly changed. We want those around us and those we love to feel and know the Savior. I know that he loves us and that we died for us that we may return to live with God again. I say this in his name, Amen.

Transfer 9 Week 2

Ok. Happy New Year All of you all!!!!! We made a vision and goals for our year in Companionship study and I really, really did not like thinking about the second 6 months. It's not that I'm not excited to come home but its that I'm not excited not to be a missionary. It's the best job in the world for me right now with the best perks ever. For example, there is this man that we have been teaching, named Skeeter. Love him. He is in his 60's and is in super bad health. He has been taught by the sisters for awhile and He came to church last week for the very first time. Also we believe that it was because after his daughter blew up at him and his roommate moved out after stealing stuff, and his care taker quit we went over and cleaned his apartment for him. He softened. After he came to church he had such a change about him. We were all super elated about seeing that in him. He also gave me a nick name. He gives all of the sisters nick names. Slaters is Little Bit because she is so tiny. Taualii's is Island because he can say that and cant pronounce her last name. And it took him a good 2 months of me being here for him to finally come up with one for me. On Monday he told me my nick name was Trouble. Because whenever I talk he gets in trouble. :D I liked it a lot. We also spoke in Sacrament meeting and he paid attention so dilligently. It was beautiful! When we talked to him about it afterward he was making fun of me because I told a story about rock climbing and also because I talked for the longest. (p.s the perk I am refering to is watching the atonement change people.) So when we were preparing to speak, Sis. Slater said "Ok, here is how its gonna go. I'll speak 5 minutes, Taualii will speak 7 and Adair will speak 25. Ok good." I totally thought they were kidding. They both talked about 7 minutes which was good so I only had to do 20. But still. I was going to send my talk also but It wont let me get onto blogger on this computer so I will send it next week and also post it on my new mission blog this week which you can get to through facebook. I will also be posting my companions talks in the future because they did amazingly. So here are some funnies. So sometimes in the morning we drive to the church to exercise and because there are sweaty men in the gym in the morning playing basketball we go into the nursery room and (drumroll please....) make obstacle courses!!! Ok now before you say, "That's not exercise." let me tell you this. It so totally is. We make some intense obstacles and we are timed. So we made one and this Sister we were on exchanges with went to leap over a table (yes that's right, we leap.) and her toe barely clipped the edge of it and down she went but she like a ninja rolled out of it. It was beautiful! Then the other day, Slater was going through and she going over a chair and she stepped on it and it was really funny because the chair went flying one way and she went flying the other and launched her self into a cupboard and landed on the floor. *Disclaimer* Slater is alright. Taualii and I blitzed over to her and she was laughing so hard! So now about what we did for Christmas. On Christmas we met all the sisters in our Zone at the Church and then we hiked up Table Rock mountain. It was a blast. We had a little devotional of sorts up at the top and sang some hymns. After wards we showered. It was necessary. Then we invited another set of sisters to come play games with us at a members house. They had only been in the area for a week so they didn't have a lot of places to go. I totally won at playing Curses. And we still felt the spirit. It was beautiful. Then we went and talked to our families! It was simply amazing. And then we Went to dinner and then we chilled out. And it was great! I love you much. Tyrell told me that I needed to be more personal so I hope this was a better letter. Also there are other sisters waiting to get on so I need to get off quickly.

Transfer 9 Week 1

Merry Christmas!! I would invite everyone to take up my challenges on Facebook. Share the gospel in which ever ways we can. Christ is our guide and our light follow him. I hope you all have a wonderful time of year. Look ahead to this coming year and ask, What goals can we set that will bring our lives in closer harmony with his? I love you all.